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I am the World by SplicedEyes88, literature

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I am the World

I am Atlas, I am Shinigami I am My Mother’s Baby, I am My Father’s Mistake I am…a world unto my own ~ Nic I am a nothing and a something, built on the foundations of despair and love. I am the idea that is created when one believes in nothing and holds onto the hope of everything. I am the destruction of formalities, and I am the condemner of womankind. I am special in that I can see with the eyes of the wise and forgotten. I am the average child, the crying weak creature that belongs to the victim. I am strong; I was born to be the strongest—the one whom holds the world on her shoulders with the love of Atla

The Essence of Depression by SplicedEyes88, literature

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The Essence of Depression

The Essence of Depression Also Known As The He, The She, and The I – Help Us ~Nic Pain. Death. Pain. Crying out. Pain. Screaming out. Pain. Begging. Pain. Nothing stops. Pain. All I know. Pain. All I want. Pain. The numb mind of a trapped, struggling victim no longer begging to be saved; the motivation is gone, collapsed into the dark despair of the Absolute. The mind screams, drowning out the carefree ignorant hope of the world. Screaming battering vengeful thoughts stream like chaos through fragile mind. Dear God, they will pray to you in their delirium, a spark a fading spark of knowledge that they are losing the

Battering Doll by SplicedEyes88, literature

Saving Atlas by SplicedEyes88, literature

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Saving Atlas

I’m hoping this hold won’t slip. I keep threatening release. I think I asked someone to— Save Me. Or was it you I asked to— Hold Me? Either way, here I stand, On unsure newborn legs I will trip and stumble. I will lose my way, I may find the path least traveled. I may find the end, nothing like my beginning. Strong jaw set and rigid, The Colossus I will feign to be. Pretending I can maintain This smiling gaze. I want to be dear Atlas though, Holding on… Holding on… To the world that let go, Let go of him—mythology. Strong Atlas, supporting the world so tight Why do you maintain, When t

Heaven's Walk by SplicedEyes88, literature

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Heaven's Walk

Heaven’s Walk ~ Nic I walk On the water of Heaven Into the arms of the One I Love With silent, trembling steps I walk Hoping You won’t let me fall Praying Time won’t slip away Nervously into the Beyond I walk Breathing in the scent of You Feeling the clouded sand beneath me Holding the ice cold Hand Smelling the ending of a flower’s life I walk And You take my hand Lead me to the Way Kiss me gently Whisper sweetly “Fall Down.” I give way Life gives way Gates open Death embraces

I Will Talk To You by SplicedEyes88, literature

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I Will Talk To You

I will talk to you, When the world has fallen down. I will talk to you, When my heart is frozen And the blood that runs through my veins is ice. I will talk to you. As though we never were, I will talk to you. When everything is over, The world has stopped spinning, And our dreams have gone to waste, I will talk to you. With your fears burning And this dying love churning, I will talk to you. When the world has all but ended, I will talk to you. As the ashes cover the ground And the tears cascade down, I will talk to you. As though the world has no meaning And the light has gone, I will talk to you. Now, when breath

I lied by SplicedEyes88, literature

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I lied

I lied. I'm not okay, I'm not fine. And I can't seem to get you out of my mind. The words said, they keep running around in my head. You made me happy, yet you made me sad—how is it that you have such power over me? How you see right through me when everyone else laughs with the façade—the smile and the watching eye, the clumsy and dim-witted child. I could hate you for seeing through all my careful constructs, but I can not. My heart and my mind are overflowing with the confusion—how? I was so good, so strong. With one look from you, and it's all gone. You break me down to stand in front of you. Your eyes, they never waver—you're looking at

Shit Happens by SplicedEyes88, literature

Forever, I Promise by SplicedEyes88, literature

Prince Charming by SplicedEyes88, literature

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Prince Charming

I got so caught up in wishing That I forgot the pain, So thank you for reminding me. And thank you for bringing me down Before I fell too hard. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for you and her, And being friends is all I need. But I'm still going to cry, Even if only for a little while. Because I was stupid, I got carried away with dreams. Don't forget, I'm still just a little girl, Looking for her Prince Charming. I just forgot— You aren't mine.

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What Is Love? by SplicedEyes88, literature

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What Is Love?

Love Is I've heard the word before It rings deep down in my soul, vibrating through me I hear them say it Say it as though it is air But is love as weight-y as air? Can it be that abundant? Is love, then, for everyone? I hear it tossed around so much I fear that simple word has gotten tangled up Tangled in all the facets that are human And human nature is flawed. So, then Love is flawed? I hear that silk word like linen As though it can be worn everyday Without purpose I've heard people laugh in the darkness Love is Lust I've heard people whisper in each others ears Love is Sweet I've felt it in his enveloping embrace Love

Saying Good-bye by SplicedEyes88, literature

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Saying Good-bye

I saw it, in your eyes. I think it was the last thing I saw. The last thing I had come to know. How to say good bye. But you never said it right, you never said good bye. And now I'm standing here. I'm standing here alone without you by my side. I think I'm okay now; my friends helped me find a way. A way in which to say good bye, the way you never really knew. I remember you saying you never meant to hurt me. I believed you, I believe you now. But the truth is that you only hurt me more; you never said good bye. And then you left me there to cry. I tried; I tried so hard to not care. Not after that. But you did, you cared and it made it so m

If You Die Alone? by SplicedEyes88, literature

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If You Die Alone?

If you're born together, but die alone…then what is the point in living? Living together, trapped forever in a never ending kaleidoscope of colors, seeing spirals of endless dreams clash in a beautiful symphony of death. Death that is alone and bleak. Death that can only pretend to offer solace and comfort to those who seek it. I wanted to be born with you by my side. I needed to live with you, simply by you as the tides of time ran through us. As the churning of the earth made us as immortal as the gods. My point in living—in keeping with the flow of breathing—was to live for you and by you. I wanted you; to become one with you, burying my s

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: c.ville
Favourite genre of music: everything and anything
Favourite photographer: amy knapp
Favourite style of art: any and all?
Operating System: sleep deprivation and hunger(havent eaten all day)
MP3 player of choice: iPod, 30gig
Favourite cartoon character: letsee...kamui, fuma, inu, sesshy, shuichi, ruichi, kyo, akito....(the list goes on...)
Personal Quote: "until forever.....well, until recently...which isn't forever....?"

Favourite Movies

breakfast club, donnie darko, 10 things i hate about u

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy are my absolute lovers

Favourite Writers

edgar allen poe, emily dickenson

Favourite Games

FFX, KH, KH2

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, PS3, PSP, XBOX 360

Tools of the Trade

The world, a pencil, paper, and maybe even a Macbook

Other Interests

writing, reading, drawing, anime

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SplicedEyes88

May 17, 2008

A long long Absence

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So I've been gone for about forever and a half... it tends to happen when life catches up to you faster than you thought she would, but hey I still wrote during that time. So it's all good, if you ask me. I might not be here to stay, but I always visit. And I just want to thank everyone still favorite-ing my pieces and leaving me comments. It is always good to know that one's work is appreciated! I have submitted some new stuff, and I hope that you would find time to look through them and comment them. Thank you all very much for your time! Nic

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SplicedEyes88

Sep 2, 2005

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WARNING!!!! this might be depressing and might get on peoples nerves, so....don't say i didnt warn you. i'm seriously messed up right now, i have no clue what i'm doing anymore and i'm fucking tired of it... i might sound whiney and that i'm just being stupid--"she has no clue." but, before you even start, let me point out--what makes you think you know me well enough to say that? i'm seriously not trying to be mean to anyone, but i just don't want to be blown off as just some silly girl. (and i don't want anyone to think that i'm making light of thier problems, because i don't even try to pretend to understand.) i'm really sorry if this